Lost In Space
There’s nothing surround me. Empty. I thought it was only me who’s feeling like this. Coz there’s nothing wrong when I saw everyone surround me. Everyone’s happy. Everything’s juz alright. At least for them (if I can only say that)…
I tried to take a look at myself. Gee…who’s this??? Is it me??? I thought I couldn’t recognize my own self now…
There’s so much thing that’s happening on me at the same time lately. I couldn’t even decide whether I should laugh or cry. Coz it’s juz that fast. The second when I got a bad luck was juz that second when I got the good one also…
I supposed to thank God, but…It’s juz that hard.
I’m lost now…
Everything’s changing that fast and I don’t have enough time to learn bout this.
Everything’s new and I don’t have enough couragious to understand bout that.
I’m lost now…
New people come in a rush and stay somewhere in the corner of my brain. Old people go that fast and stay somewhere in my mind.
So what should I do with them??? Then where are they who used to be placed somewhere in this unperfect heart???
I’m lost now…
I remember that once I asked God to remind me for all the thing that’s happening on me, they shouldn’t have made me far from Him…
Hope it was the right one…
And hope He would juz listen to it for a second…
Amien…
