…and the story goes…

Hi there…!!! Well…Actually I’m just trying to build this page to make it worth, hopefully for others too…There’s so much stories, happiness, laughters, and even tears that I want to and I have to share with you all, guys…There’s no other way to be “rich” except by learning and sharing something new day by day from others…right??? Just make it simple. No crime, no harsh, no politics. Nothing to lose. Just read it bit by bit, taste it with your heart, then you’ll find what’s called heaven in a cup of mocca. Hope you’d enjoy it…!!!

Aaaaaaaaaarrrggghhhhhhh…!!! I Hate Speaking…!!!

Filed under: Uncategorized — cathock at 12:59 am on Wednesday, January 25, 2006

I’m just thinking that I’ve lost my capability in speaking lately. Especially in speaking English…!!! God…What happend on me…???

I know I tend lo love writing, so much better than speaking. I can say anything in writing, but not speaking…!!! Words come easily when I write but not when I speak…!!! So many words in my mind but I can’t express it through my tongue…!!! Hiks…I don’t even have a sparing partner to practice it every day. Hmm…Maybe I should think about my friend’s suggestion to take a conversation class…

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhh…!!!

New Year = New Me…???

Filed under: Uncategorized — cathock at 12:44 am on Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Hmm…I know it’s so damn late to talk about new year. But…it’s never too late if we talk bout wishes, aight???

So…What have you done to yourself in this upcoming new scene of life? Have you been well prepared? Honestly I can’t answer it if I were the one who’s being asked. Usually I make a caleidoscope every year, just to show myself what I’ve been doing wrong and which part I’ve been succeed. But now I feel it’s not that important to look back to my past. I used to be a girl who lives in memoirs, but now I think I have to wake up and throw my past away.

Okay…Now let’s talk bout this year’s wishes. Yup, it’s better called wishes than plans. Plan makes us tend to do extra efforts to achieve it, even the illegal one. But not wishes. Wish is a wish. We shouldn’t be worried coz it’s not a must to achieve.

My only wish for this year is just….a settlement. Settle. It’s a simple word. But it doesn’t mean as simple as its spelling. Settle means stable. Stable means…Okay, forget it. I’m just wishing to settle in all aspects of life. Settle in personality, means that wish I could maintain my words, attitude, and emotion, better than before. Settle in relationship with others, means that wish I could have so many true friends indeed, just because of my well "services" as a true friend. Settle in carreer, means that wish I could find a job that suits me in all aspects. And finally settle in love, means that………………….wish I could find my husband-gonna-be, ASAP, hueheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee…………………… ;-)