Nobody Knows But Me
Hi, there…I’m back with some words, though it’s much like the expression of my feelings right now…Hmmm…sounds like more drama…This is because soon after I relieved from some parts of those f**king assignments I started to feel that this is the time to pay much attention to my own self…
Let me ask you one thing…Happiness, excitements, fears, enjoyments, amusements, and even tears, have you ever felt that you’re the one who should bear all of these…? Cause I have…and it sucks…Knowing that I have those feelings but I don’t even know whether I should have them or not…
This is about me, myself and I. I’ve been a bit pathetic lately…playing around…messing up in the same old games…and don’t care what will happen to my own life…and even worse, don’t even think about others’ lives…But now I should start to think what’s best for me…and for those people who love me…
I start to feel that I should quit…but don’t know how…even it seems too late to realize that it’s wrong…cause I’ve been drowned…so deep that I can’t even help myself…
Oh my dear Lord…please show me the way…
