Keep Pacing, Keep Racing…!!!
Duh duh duh…So much works to do…
That really can’t stop me from complaining…about my own life, my own duty, my own responsibility, my everything…!
Quite funny, though. Sometimes I really don’t think that I deserve this opportunity to “go back to school”. It doesn’t mean that I don’t thank God for what He’s wanted me to be, really, but…you know, many thoughts remind me of my capability, my capacity, my own self, and those really make me wondering, how come this “me”, who’s structured by 10% of brain, 20% of efforts, 30% of luck and 40% of prayer, could be a student while I know that many people with so much greater potentials just don’t have this opportunity. No wonder people are questioning (or sometimes underestimating) my ability to cope with any tasks, or any problems regarding subjects I’m dealing with. In fact, it doesn’t even make me upset (like I used to when people underestimate me), ’cause it’s true! I know nothing about this! Ask me anything, but not Accounting! Hehehe…so what the heck am I doing here??? 
Just like what I always believe, there must be a reson for everything. Maybe this is just the way He wanted me to be, shaping me into just another creature with different structure, so that it would become:
Me = 20% brain + 30% efforts + 10% luck + 40% prayer
Who knows…???
